the trurth come be true..

now.. i believe that the truth come be true.. because now.. i have one person who will together with me.. and i love him so much.. i hope he is the last people in my heart.. until my wedding ..

my new acquaintance !!!

This is not the acquaintance I deliberately.. let's check the story first.. i know her when she give me an invitation race.. i think she's a nice girl.. after i acquaintance with her.. I get a lot of new knowledge from its,, yeah she was older than me.. she was in school at 87 senior high school jakarta. she was in 12 grade.. we equally veiled.. so i like my new best friend,, may be it's to fast.. but never mind.. cause i think we have a lot of the same thing.. and i hope she want to be my sister.. at list,, she want to protect me..

hhohho waiting for the national examnination result

yeah.. u know I'm waiting for that result..
although I have to get my new school in the new level.. yahh islamic girls boarding school darul marhamah.. but i'm still waiting for that result .. the result has an important function.. like to know how smart i am.. hhahha and to know if we dare to cheat.. hhahha fpor this one.. i'm just kidding.. but over all.. national examination result is the important thing if we want to graduate from our schools..

today.. like a bored day..

today..the sun ashamed to show the rays..
and this day like a bored day..
u know.. after i do the sports exam.. i feel so tired.. and i can't feel my body move.. that's so sad.. how pity me huh !?
make me can't go walking around in the morning.. do my little sport practice..
ohh god.. it's really a bored day..

he get the new one : (

dia.. gga akan ada seorang pun yang tau dia..
aku pun gga pernah mngerti.. namun skrang aku mngerti.. dann ' he get the new one, maybe she is better than me..' ya.. ini blum pasti juga sihh tapii aku jujur.. aku seneng kalo dy bs dapetin yang lebih baik.. mungkin sekarang yang harus aku dalami adalah brusaha ikhlas dengan semua,, dan tetep tegar dengan semua.. u know.. i tell the truth.. i never can't to forget him.. i think he has the speciall thing on my heart..

i want to be free..

aku mau aku bisa bebas seperti dulu laggi.. gga ada seseorang yang akan mmprhatikan dan mngkritik aku lagi.. tanpa memberikan solusi.. aku selalu berusaha untuk mengerti keadaan.. aku brusaha tanamkan di hati aku ' cowo gga cuma dy doang' tappi aku rasa gga bisa.. gmana caranya aku bisa bebas.. sedangkan dari diriku sendri susah untuk mulai.. krna susah untuk mlupakan dy.. aku sadar .. aku juga tau gga akan satupun orang yang akan mengerti kcuali diriku sendirii..

i'll try.. u know that..

aku juga brusaha koq untuk jadi diri sendiri.. tappi kenapa stiap perjuangan yang aku lakukan gga pernah di hargain sama dya.. aku cuma minta kamu bisa nganggep aku ada.. gga trikat dengan status laggi.. aku mohon..
apa itu salah ??